Om Namah Shivaya Beautiful Souls. I AM GRATEFUL and Thankful to meet you here and now. The idea popped out in my mind a few days ago, regarding our secret obsessions. It sounded so powerful, so I needed TO dig deeper and bring to you some Golden news. Let’s begin….
Approximately two years ago I received a book Rise sister Rise by Rebecca Campbell from my dear friend and coworker Neli. The Frequency of the True Feminine Energy saved my Life, I was HOME. But Before that whole story, I must tell you where my obsession\’s came from. So, because I have no idea where obsessions came FROM, I started to investigate at the beginning. What is the definition of obsession. What is the definition of passion?
LETS CLARIFY FIRST. WHAT IS AN OBSESSION?
noun
- the state of being obsessed with someone or something. \”she cared for him with a devotion bordering on obsession\”
- an idea or thought that continually preoccupies or intrudes on a person\’s mind.plural noun: obsessions\”he was in the grip of an obsession he was powerless to resist\”
OK WE GOT IT. HOW IS OBSESSION DIFFERENT FROM PASSION?
noun
- 1.strong and barely controllable emotion. \”a man of impetuous passion\”
- 2.the suffering and death of Jesus.\”meditations on the Passion of Christ\”
Oh gosh, what a definitions. So for me obsession means that you put your energy in a direction where there is no reciprocity.
I began writing this in 2020 on Corfu Island, Greece, and am finishing it four years later on the island of Lemnos. Some stories take their time to emerge, but as they say, better late than never.
Rebeca Campbell BOOK Rise Sister Rise is pure Magic. For some people a book is just a book. Well my dear friend Neli she new before me, that it was not just a book. It was energy in action preparing me to the most powerful transformation in my life. Almost two years ago when I quit the regular job and decided to live my life as I want to life my life. I decided to follow my dreams. My dream at that time was to spent the summer outside in nature, to work half less and to receive the same amount of money as I did when I had my regular job. Well I just somehow did it. Ok lets go straight to the point. When I was packing for Greece, Neli she came over to my home and gifted me with this book of Rebecca. After spending nearly a month in Greece, I hadn’t yet started reading the book. I thought I had everything pretty well figured out on my own, soaking in the sun and the simplicity of each day there. But eventually, the time came to open Rise Sister Rise and begin a journey I hadn’t anticipated. OMG, I will never forget how it started to clear my body mind and energy system. My traumas and wounds were so deep and the book had such a strong effect on them, that it came one day I was sick the whole day. Having diarrhea, throwing up, I thought I will die. Thank God this was only one day. But actually This is how the beginning of energetic cleaning looks like. is not sexy. But everything that happened next, was beyond my expectations, also very sexy. Very very very sexy. This is part 2.
Lets come back to the now moment. After I came back from Greece and Bahamas where I was staying in Ashram and learning about Vedanta and spiritual practices I meet Neli again. and now it comes the juicy part how with the help of the great witch Neli we came to a solution how to turn your obsessions in to profession. Someone know me, some don’t. My obsession was chasing love, chasing after what I really want in my life (detailed love life), struggling to achieve what I desired(again detailed love life). My obsession was putting pressure to another person or friend or situation or job or whatever, that this other person or situation will SAVE ME and that only than, I would be Free, loved and liberated. I was doing all sorts of stupid and egoistic things as running and chasing the people which I was thinking they represented the loving relationship. Well I was so deluded, so wrong, and really my energy was licking so hard I had no idea how much damage I was causing not only to myself, but also to other parties involved. Not that now I am smarter or whatever, I somehow managed to go beyond that and I allowed myself to experience different possibilities which at that time I was thinking I had no other choice but to chase only. My mind was pretty much fixed, stuck, stubborn, egoistic, and very very closed and not open enough. oh well. Is not a judgement for this place, or my particular place, is just the fact how it is.
Me and Neli our regular day now in Slovenia is.. energy work, mantras, yoga, going out to nature and practicing Yoga for our soul, crystals,.. and all the crazy magical whichy things we love and adore. We love to be with each other and also Luana is our youngest member of the team, a very grounded Female Virgo. Past few months we are working a lot on healing our feminine energy system, we are really releasing the hatred and anger towards man population and trying to put the harmony in the both of the energies masculine and feminine. Rebecca helped us a lot as we are doing sisterhood circles and support and connect with also other females and males as well. Anyhow back to our obsession topic. When I was young, I was parting and drinking alcohol, also smoking. Got it one obsession. After I got sick and had 3 surgeries so I HAD to change the lifestyle with no alcohol. I went DRINKING COFFEE. Than I went to ashram where coffee was not allowed and we could drink black tee. So I watched people including myself obsessing with black tee. Hahaha this is so crazy. Than if you don\’t drink black tee, you kinda have to drink water or juice or something, again is never ending story fuck. Ok and the deepest obsession. The hardest part to swallow, as I can swallow the black tea or Coffee obsession, however… The One, where you feel all the time, the whole day, Your partner will complete you, and the person you love, is a reason for feeling this love. Without him/her you are fucked. d F…. OSHO AND ALL other gurus.. the theory is so easy. How to embody this is fucking hard! It is fucking hard. So… I was getting pretty crazy, acting crazy and feeling crazy for past number of years until a ride with Neli few weeks ago changed and turned the story around. Finally!
Who is seeking for answers, finds the answers sooner or later. Depends how stubborn you are. As an fire sign Aries my stubbornness is fucking sky high, my stubbornness you know where it is is like. FUCKING THE TEN UNIVERSES HIGH. Aries fire people get me here. I mean I am burning with this desire passion, love whatever everything. So like so boring to acknowledge that all of this is stupid ego playing the game, and not only that is playing the game in this game the ego is enjoying and does not want to let go. Tell to a fire sign to let go. is like telling to a child to stop playing when they enjoy the most. Is a hell no. Well the universe allowed me and my ego to participate in this play of ignorance until ONE day I had really enough and my wish to grow and expand was bigger.
Here lies the answer now how to turn obsession in to profession. So as I mentioned Neli and I are helping each other and also people around us, in case they ask for help.. it was a normal day for me and Neli. She was driving the car and we were coming back from Koper, where we were doing the Yoga for the Soul. I will explain in the next blog more about Yoga for the soul more about what we are doing. She was driving and again my obsession came in to the surface regarding a particular person and story I have created in my mind. Ok I will tell you quickly what I have created in my mind. I have created the idea of a love situation, which needs to be resolved. if I don\’t resolved it, I can not be happy or free or loved. So… Is a big deal of energy going on regarding this story, because I was nurturing the story for a very vey very long time. If you nurture something which is not bringing you the similar amount of energy back to you, is like feeding a black hole. If you feed the black whole you are just lacking the energy and you feel drained, unloved, and super depressed and lonely. So.. I will continue in the next article how the story unfolded and what worked for me to turn my obsession in to profession.
I could not did it without my friend Neli’s help and not only her but also all the people who crossed my path, all my spiritual unseen friends and all everyone I maybe do not know but they help in this process. We are not doing this only for us, but for the service of humanity and beyond our mental understandings. To make friends with our shadows and to put love in them is not an easy job. That is why I created the platform Divine Lovers Journey for all the Beautiful souls like you, to support each other, to feel love and acceptance, but mostly non judgmental environment to fully be able to express your unique being and to share your gifts with the world and be Fully Funded for THEM. If you want to share your story , anything to ad, please email me, let me know. Now or never. You are love, you are light and you are beautiful. I love you!
p.s. Stay tuned for Part 2 of \”Turn Your Obsession into Profession,\” where we’ll dive into the real Drama which unfolded—the raw, gritty, and sometimes messy details that often get glossed over. This next chapter will reveal what it really takes to turn passion into a profession, sharing both the struggles and unexpected surprises along the way.
Big Magical Blessing until next time
Om Namah Shivaya
Maja Cah